awaken

I am finally beginning to get a bearing on the damage I have done. When I was in the midst of the stupor there was no one external, so I did not have to look outward. But now I am opening my eyes, seeing the barren ground before me. All from my doing nothing. I wish I could say this will mark a turning point. I certainly hope it will. But it will be ever easy to close my eyes again.

Unfortunately I seem to have wiped out my path. The path I chose to ignore, believing it would come to me. I shall have to start anew. Perhaps I will find a different road than the one I thought I was on. I just pray I find a road at all. Take a step, take a step. Help me.

1 comment:

Stuart said...

Don't close your eyes. Step. Step! STEP!